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ok ok ok

2004-11-02T04:37:11Z

well life is good and im doing fine, im finally happy with everything you no you no, well i got to say is karey and alex you bitches better be getting your ass's over here on friday for a fatty party!!!!!!!
yeah yeah... bye!

wow

2004-09-02T23:17:13Z

for the first time in a long time im really happy. thats soooo wired for me beacuse for the longest time i was soooo fucking sad and depressed but now im not. im happy with my mom, my dad and i luv my new friends... it still makes me sad that i don't see some of my other friends like meagen, katie, melissa and other people, but lifes good right now. i finally got a car and i have a crush. ahhhhh it feels good to be happy!

p.s my birthdays on the 12th,so u better wish me a happy bday.and for meagen i'll see you then with ur car at mi casa.

<3
jen

this summer

2004-08-10T02:51:38Z

well i haven't updated in a REALLY long time.
this summer went by really fast and not a lot happened. i went to san diego, la, and las vegas this summer and it all sucked.i crashed my car and i got a job at gap and its pretty kool but one of my manegers is a jackass. my birthday is in 4 weeks, and i need to plan something to do any ideas?

<3jen

ok ok ok alright alright

2004-07-11T07:45:59Z

wow, i saw sean and hannah at the fair, and i was talkn to meg on text a min ago, shes kool, i love every one.
i had a dream about alexa the other day it was very strange. i just want to say... i dont know
i was looking at the del mar year book like 2 days ago and it makes me realy sad.
ahhh why does this shit last so long, if u'll can;t tell in not ok
i g2g and fffflllyyyyy
bye
luv ...jen<333333333333

its been awhile.....

2004-06-17T23:10:27Z

well i havn't updated in a while, i never really have much to say. guess thats just me..LAME! but life still sux i can't go back to redwood next year cuz my dads a shit face and he wont let me.

i have a bunch of familiy in my house, ahh i can't even sleep in my own room cuz my grampa is in there.

me and katie, karey where talkn about making summer better and we came up witha rode trip, i say we go to disnyland , its the happyist place on earth!who wants to go on a cutty rode trip!!???? i hella do!
<333333

what????

2004-05-12T02:58:16Z

why do things happen to us? do u think things are faith and "supposed" to happen for a reason, or are our life already mapped out ans we just don't now it. so many bad things have happend to me in these last months, that has changed my life soooooo much.

but i do think some things where ment to be, like my parents,they shouldn't be together. but other times i think of why. nothing good came out of me moving and living so unhappy. sometimes i hate faith, but and wish i could go back and change things.

ok sorry for rambling but i just had to say that.
faith believe or not?

<333 JRO<<<--- hahaha

the BIg "C"

2004-05-07T01:08:11Z

ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc wow! flying is fun!!!!!! up and down up and down
i luv eevry one!
<3
p.s karey its soooo much better this time then last, cuz im not throughing up yet!
hahahah. i luv u

parents suck!

2004-05-05T02:26:11Z

ahh i have too much stuff on my mind right now. so much stuff to deal with and im driving my self crazy... my parents are getting divored, which im happy about cuz i hate my dad and life will be better if there not together, my grades suck, and i miss all my friends. ahhh! life sux i just need to get really really wasted one of these nights! who with me!?
<33333

i hope i go back!

2004-04-21T03:42:49Z

I MIGHT GO BACK!!!!!!!!
so i today i was talkn to my mom about going back to redwood and i think that i have a 89% chance going back! i want to go back soooooooooooooooo badly. people here are cool but i miss my real friends and getting out early on thursdays, and going shopping with karey and meg and vanessa after school and block days, and food fest at lunch, and my locker! i don't have a locker here, how ghetto is that?. i miss it all!

happy 420 every one!!!!!

<3

SPRING BREAK!

2004-04-08T18:22:55Z

AT 3:00 today i will officially be on spring break! hell yeah baby! let the fun begin! i will be sleeping in soooo late and im goning to be sooo happy and im not going to do any of my homework!
<3
p.s maybe i'll come down on fri and see u people? if im not sleeping!

THE O.C.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-02T02:48:58Z

can i just say... the O.C! seth=hot and his little jewish grahma is so cute but shes dieing :( i can't wait till next week. ryan and marisa back together? whats going on?i love the O.C
gotta bounce!
<3
p.s : karey i got my pics back and they are soooooooo funny! i'll try to post some, but my being so smart i probly wont be able to.

Bel Aire (back in the day!)

2004-03-27T23:31:50Z

BEL AIRE!!!!!!!eww does any one remeber Arben? bianca and alexa this is for u! well i think he goes to my school. i sware theres this kid who i see all the time and some one, was like " hey Ar" to him and i was like OMG i was really scraed and if thats him his really hot!
well g2g
<3
p.s Karey u left ur pj pants at my house!

nails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-03-19T04:16:54Z

i just went to go get my nails done and they look so pretty. lol. any ways. i have no school on fri so im happy! and i'm going to go shadow at redwood. then Havan nights baby! my dad left today and i hope he never comes back! eww life is crazy and i just want to go back to the old days.

happy

2004-03-10T18:52:42Z

ahh.im really excited for this friday cuz i'm coming down and marin a to see all ur bitches and hoes! im really happy that i'm going to see a lot a people and i'm going to the dance! but i think i lost my I.D so how the fuck will i get in? ahh what ever im just happy to be going down there.
see u all soon
jen

i love this movie!

2004-03-07T05:05:01Z

Forrest Gump!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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nice day!!!!!

2004-03-06T23:54:04Z

omg it's so nice outside. it makes me happy! well last night i saw PANIC ROOM and im claustrophobic(sp?) so i would have flipped out if i was in that room for that long. over all the movie was ok.
eww i'm doing so bad in all my class. but i don't want to think about it, so im going to go take a drive cuz i have nothing better to do, and driving makes me happy!
enjoy the sun!!

icon

2004-03-05T01:53:26Z

i fanially got an icon. it makes me happy! its some old lady piking her nose. my dad thinks it's queen elizabeth. i dunno? any ways my life sux so whats new with every one else?

sad

2004-03-02T03:30:28Z

oh yeah i forgot to say that today at my school some kid died and its really sad i didn't know him but still i thought it was sad. they said he died of "natural" causes, but what 14 year old just drops dead? no one just drops dead, ther has to be a reason (unless ur like 100)

ahhhh

2004-03-02T03:18:24Z

so yesterday (sunday)i was in corte madera at town center, being a pimp and shopping with my mom at Marshelles and i saw shosh and christina brika, it was good to see them again. i miss them
then i went over to the Village and i met karey there and we where trying on SEVEN jeans ( ahh they are so nice) and i've been wanting then for such a LONG time and i couldn't get them
:(. but guess who did, KAREY! ahh i love you and u better share! well its was nice to see every one!
jen*
P.S i'v been doing very thing karey tells me to get a fucking picture and it wont let me! HOW THE FUCK DO I DO IT?

last night

2004-02-29T02:58:09Z

so last night there was a dance at my school. omg was it ghetto there where like 3 fights but it was soo much fun. kinda wired cuz i was dancing with random people i didn't no. and there was this really scary asin guy following me around, and he asked me to dance like 10million times! ahhh i wanted to slap him. every one was drunk, guess maybe thats why i thought it was fun?

when i woke up today my whole body hurt soo much i can't evern move, i don't even know how i got to the computer, well i'm really tired so im going to go lay down. bye!

i can drive!

2004-02-26T03:33:18Z

so yesterday i was so scared cuz i was geting my licesens. but it went great i got it and i finally have it. the only part that sux is that i don't get a car till like next year. bummer. owell i take my moms mini van. lol. hella pimp, crusing in a mini van. theres a murphy lee and the St. Lunatics concert this weekend and i want to go, but i don't no if there sold out. well g2g
peace out

fun fun fun

2004-02-23T19:46:11Z

last weekend was fun! i went down to tib town and hung out with some people. just like old times. i was with alex G and alix S. it was fun having steve pick us up. even though he couldn't drive. we went to dennys and orderd a bunch of fries and no one eat them. then some crazy kids where asking us quetions that where writen on his hand. eww what a loser. any ways the only bad part was the i didn't see karey.and i really really miss her and i didn't see her. what a bummer. any was i hope i see every one soon.
bye
P.S im taking my drivign test tomorrow and i really hope i pass wish me good luck!

being happy

2004-02-21T02:19:30Z

i used to be such a happy little girl and i don't know what happened. really life was fine untill i moved and shit with my familiy stared to happen. i wish i could just move back, but its so hard and confusing. i wish i could just go to sleep very happy, with ever one and say my goodbyes so that i would never have to wake up and live another day. i never knew how much my friends ment to me untill i didn't see them any more. i miss every one so much and i hope they miss me. well any ways i could go on and on, about how much i hate my life and how much i would love to go back to my "real" home in marin and i will one day, and i'll live happly ever after.

letgomy_eggo @ 2004-02-17T12:13:00

2004-02-17T19:13:21Z

im really upset. ahhhh i can't even explane how i feel i want to just cry! all i want is to move back and now i might not. lets jut hope that i do, im keeping my fingers crossed.

its friday night

2004-02-14T03:37:37Z

ewww, its friday night and im not doing anything i hope that we move back i really really want to. by the way is jen rodriguez. i live in petaluma right now but i will soon (hopefully) moving back to tiburon.